Do I still remember my dreams

<p>Do I still remember my dreams</p><p><br></p><p>Lookd at the coming out blossoms of jasmine, realised that passed again one year.Except of getting a loss of weight, there seems to be nothing to be proud of. Still staty in the same room where I just make the bed higher so under which I can hide all the trivial items , Still talk with the friend who I knowed five years ago now and then, It seems really hard to squeeze pleasure from such a boring life, but I do need to do it.<br><br>Living with so many unchanged things around me, Sometimes I just can't help to think of the meanings of our life. I asked myself, If able to accept the situation when I'm too old to make my leaving dreams come true.At that time, would I feel regreted when looking back on the old times. What the meaning of my living would be If I just suddendly die of no reason. All the questions would just make me find my way, even though not really clear about where to go, but definitely know what life I want to live.<br><br>The life I want to live is just to finish what I am always thinking about but with no determination you can also call no change to do.<br><br>What am I always thinking about? the word of always may be a bit exaggerated.Let's change the question into this one: what things I think I would have to do if I do not want to feel so regreted about my passed days. <br><br>To tell you the truth, the things change with the time going by.When I was just a child, I watched the actors who everyone can see in the television, then I say to be an actor is one of my dreams. When in junior school, i come acrossed some fiction, then writing novel becomes one of my dreams too. Then in Senior school, maybe too busy to think of the dreams I said before, to enter a famous college in Shanghai dropped into my dreams net. After that failure I set up one dream for myself again, to be a post graduate of HIT, while failure continues.<br><br>People say Life is a joke. It is lucky that I do regard it as a joke, without a bit or so feelings like sentiment,sadness,regret. Even though many dreams not coming true just went out of memory inch by inch, some dreams still stay in my head, the enthusiatics I give for them never become less.<br><br>And for now I list the things down whchi I want to finish in my whole life:<br>1. learn more kinds of languages as much as I can, not programming languages.<br>2. learn how to ride a horse. <br>3. study all kinds of skills of painting<br><br>Actually it is really sarcastic that I wrote down my dreams here, while I watch all kinds of trivial news in mobile indefinitely lying on bed. <br>Whatever, if I foreget what I say, then I say life is a joke, no need for me to take it so seriously, If not, then it is just what I want, try not to forget them because They will tell you why you need to go on even if when you got stucked in all kinds of annoyance of life.<br><br><br></p>